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♥ Saturday, November 1, 2008 <3

wifey wrote me de=(


today is saturday morning.
instead on telling you on msn, i rather say it here. cos i think and type. :]


i've got alot things to tell. but i don't know where to start from.
what to say, what to do or what.
these few days, many things happened
break promises & everything ]:
i was very dissapointed, very.
you promised me, and you broke all in just o-n-e day.
i couldnt take it, but i control my tears when i was outside.
i when home crying like siaozharbo ):
hubbbbbbbbbbby, without you by my side i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel so W-E-A-K
i miss our lastime, how we closed, joke and everything
after i seen what happen at kr just now.
it seems like, we can't get back to th past anymore.
i ask myself if things really had changed.
but you said didnt, cos we still luv each other.
sometimes, i really wonder what you're thinking sometimes.
i can't read your mind.
sometimes i do ask myself, do you really really luv me? or are you just playing with me.
but each time i rmb all those things you make me happy and touched.
i know i shouldnt have doubt you.
am i a toy to you? i dont know.
you seems to treat me veryveryvery good at times, and treat me like. don't care like this.
i want us ti be close as possible. i dont wish for us to drift.
i dont wish for us to break.
i've let go twice. and i dont wish to let go again.
but sometimes your actions tell me, "felicia, its time to let go"
but i told myself, i must be strong. i must continue.
untill you want to let go.
i'm always happyhappy outside, but inside you donknow how i feel.
cos i dont wish sixian they all to worry for meeeeeee.
beebee, i really luv you.
sometimes even you say about girlgirl thing, i act like i don care.
i act like i dont know anything,but deep inside, i'm really jealoused.
i don know why, but i'm really sensitive. but i didnt wish to tell you
cos i wanted to keep it to all by myself.
i cry, i also don't wish to tell you. as i don want you to be sad too!
i rmb few days ago. you told me to be strong.
but i ask myself, how can i be strong?
hubby, if you couldnt keep a promises.
don't give me that promise, i don want any empty promises again.
i really wish you could be happy everyday.
i wish both of us, would stay close & happy tgther, whatever happens.
sometimes we msgmsg, untill we havr nothing left to say, thats where it hurts.
hubby, you taught me luv, you make me change.
you are th only one i truely luv.
its only bout 5more days to our 5thmonth.
i really we could last to our next birthday
which is 060709.
which is 1year 1month. i hope i could cele w you with our anni ]:
HUBBY WO AI NI!

xiiaojie.
3:51 AM